Achtung Baby – pregnant for the first time

I only became a mommy very late. To be exact, at 40. Somehow it has always just never worked out. I traveled the world and made some career and either the partner did not fit or the life phase just wasn’t right to become pregnant. And then suddenly all happened very fast. I was just one year together with my partner, when I received the bad news from my gynecologist that the number of my ova had shrunk considerably and a desire to have a baby, if I had any, should be tackled better immediately. Boom.  There you are always thinking there is still time and suddenly, almost overnight you turn…